Back to normal routine...
I almost forgot haha
My last admission on August 2013..
Juz only frequent
Emergency department visit until yesterday...
August 2015..
Alhmdulillah at least i got 2 years free from admission.
I almost forget how to prepare my things...
It bring me back to 2012 where im was at husm..
I always ready with a bag i called it" bag msuk wad" n most of my frens knew it haha kalah org bersalin woiii...
Again when nurse ask give ward orientation.. i smile n said to myself.. lama xdgr sume ni..
But i was crying when my husbnd told me mak almost come to penang when she knew im in resus room but decide to come tomorrow...
Coz i still remember the moments doc said they want to put tube in my mouth (intubated)
is the moment that i only can read syahadah juz in heart...
N remind to myself if x sempat jumpa mak n adik bradik ni la janji aku pada Pencipta.. harap mereka redha...
I was told mak..
When i get chance to said..
Mak nani syg mak
Mak nani mnta ampun
Mak nani mnta halal
Mak jd pape kat nani jauh dr mak
Mak redha n doakan nani tau...
Nani syg makkkk
Even sometimes mak always said
Mak tau nani kuat...
Itu da ckup buat aku lap air mata..
Coz i know anything happen to me mak aku kuat as usual insyaAllah.. Allah jaga mak.. Allah jaga nani kat sni mak jgn riso
Again when doc ask me a lot of question about my past history aku tergel bila aik da dua tahun tak admit knapa malm ni admit?
Selmba aku jawab..
Pasai lama x cek in hahaha
Bila doc tnya awat kat bwh td oksigen rendah..
Sy nk oksigen depa bagi nebulizer mana sma ha haha
Hampeh hg knakn aku eh hahaha..
Ate da tnya rope itu...
Nama pun mmg severe brittle asma. Aiyooo
Ok ckup r entri ni aku melalut ke laut...
Dr 4 pg tdi tjaga sedut gas.. amik darah...
N cucuk ubat... jom Allah gerak tahajud.. x blh tdo ingt kat suami cekkk... blh bgn ka dak tu satgi...
B... mohamad azrul.
I luv u as usualll
Tq lah sush payah pujuk suruh cek in gak...
Sok mai bwk pisang..
Potassium low ni sbb sdit gas byk sgtt
